Well I know that I have started telling my life story, but I can't help but to tell a bit about what is going on today in my life. I dream of the perfect life. And though I know I didn't have it with my husband, I know I can't have it now that he is gone. Let me explain. I want my children with me where ever I am, and now that this has all happened in my life, I can't just move to another state or whatever and bring them with me. If I am to move from this hell hole of a state, I would have to leave them behind. I don't beleive that I could do that. I love them so very much.
I dream about going to Ireland. Meeting a nice guy and falling madly in love. But of course he would have to move here cause this is were my children are. I know this is not real, I know this can't happen. But it is my fantacy.
Well Mr. Perfect man for me... are you out there? I like all sorts of people. Can't I have my cake and eat it too?
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